RAYE - Escapism. (The Thrill Is Gone) (feat. 070 Shake)

[00:09.77]Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him [00:12.62]All of my diamonds are drippin' on him [00:14.72]I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin' [00:17.14]I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him [00:19.87]A little context if you care to listen [00:22.37]I find myself in a shit position [00:24.69]The man that I love sat me down last night [00:27.28]And he told me that it's over, dumb decision [00:29.82]And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' [00:32.02]In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' [00:34.88]And I'm out on the town with a simple mission [00:37.18]In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin' [00:39.70]Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch [00:42.00]In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne [00:44.96]I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with [00:47.33]In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine [00:49.46]Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex [00:52.32]I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page [00:54.65]Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar [00:57.25]To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways [01:00.58]'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night [01:06.07]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [01:10.06]Doctor, doctor, anything, please [01:12.58]Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away [01:16.56]You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel [01:19.92]Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam [01:22.51]Back to my ways like 2019 [01:24.75]Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it [01:27.14]I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty [01:29.98]Last night really was the cherry on the cake [01:32.25]Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling [01:34.99]Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes [01:37.32]That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling [01:39.78]If I take a step back to see the glass half full [01:42.13]At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in [01:45.88]And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean? [01:48.55]So you might as well stick it in [01:49.83]Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch [01:52.07]In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne [01:54.97]I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with [01:57.25]In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine [01:59.76]Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex [02:02.16]I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page [02:04.85]Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar [02:07.16]To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways [02:10.52]'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night [02:16.09]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [02:20.03]Doctor, doctor, anything, please [02:22.65]Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away [02:26.84]You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?) [02:31.19]'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night [02:36.33]I don't wanna feel like I felt last night [02:40.82]Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night) [02:44.84]I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah [02:50.30]Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way [02:55.38]Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways [03:00.57]So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape [03:05.72]Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel) [03:11.33]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [03:16.32]I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh [03:20.21]Doctor, doctor, anything, please [03:22.49]Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me [03:26.51]You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel [03:31.03]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [03:36.47]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [03:41.15]I don't wanna feel how I did last night [03:45.50] [04:04.32]Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art [04:07.12]I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car [04:10.08]Speedin' down the highway, sippin' [04:12.29]Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings [04:14.90]I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh) [04:17.13]Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh) [04:19.46]I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh) [04:21.77]Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head [04:24.16]